Saturday, June 9, 2012

Still feeling a bit knocked down.

*I apologize in advance for the tone of this post. I'm in a bit of a funk.

I am grateful for the support I have at work and the fact that I reached out and said something shows that I trust them. I almost want to pat myself on the back for not just bearing the weight like I normally would, but that would be giving myself too much credit.

No, I know I have the support I need from people who trust me and whom I trust.

It's good. Gives me a reason to work hard. Work the amount people are paying rather than what I am getting paid. I was already aiming for this, until a recent incident knocked my motivation top off balance.

But it's all good. There's bound to be people in the world who make my world a not-so-happy place, intentionally and not, but there are so many more who make me smile and laugh, which, as many know, isn't very hard.

And I'm grateful. So I find that it is my responsibility to pay it forward; make people smile. Or for the more stoic types, at least increase the positive thoughts.

One drop in an ocean. I find this idiom ironic. But I'll get into why later.

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